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2004-07-11 - 11:46 p.m. the milestone wouldn't seem complete without her there to celebrate it with me and i find out all the while she's been hiding craziness some people live with a low-grade anxiety tugging at their existence all day long no two people think in precisely the same way we think of time as linear or circular and from what they say of this... you will be able to judge the truth of the rest i was young and stupid and got carried away i always fix, fix, fix because i'm guilty.... i feel so horribly guilty there are some amazing things that have happened that i'm so blessed with but there are so many damaging things at the same time we are waiting and watching out of the corners of our eyes we did the right thing... we owe you nothing we both smile.... but none of us laugh i couldn't believe it was the same car i was anxious to give this gift away i am so glad that you're being recognized again you are the leader of the 'nude beatles' after ten or fifteen minutes I forget you were nude we are not 'unplugged' we use tattoos and facial creams and a painters drop cloth here's what the critics have to say: "a rambunctious blend of comedy and violence" when we getsto the door... we hear music on the other side ...a filthy distrayed mess your idols were still in high school never split the money, just put it in a box i spent alot of time on the freeways i remember we'd all pile in a car and drive out there if they didn't have the anger sometimes they wouldn't have the beauty at other times he was the only piece of reality there was no threat of danger, ever ...i greatly fear that tomorrow at this time... there will be no one able to give a reason worth having my dissapointment was immense with characteristic vigor and iconoclasm strong women intrigue me but when is strength really a weakness? take the present moment and find something to laugh at people who laugh last..... last maybe if she were coldly ambitious maybe if she were wickedly clever maybe if she were a college graduate she might be able to impress them of course they liked her.... everyone did but she would never be one of them
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